Something Beneath Which I Can't Control Of It - By Wyrus

The year was 2003 when he first discovered it. It was weird, sticky and kind of disgusting to him. It happens everytime he wokes up. Not everyday, about five days in a week.

Just before he went to bed, he would think of the girl in his class, Ingrid, sitting two seats away from him in his classroom. Then he closes his eyes, he dreamt of a land of buildings, fill with books, it's like a book wonderland. He loves books, especially the adult books. The first adult book which was read by Wyrus was entitled "If Tomorrow Comes" - by Sidney Sheldon. The book was introduce by his English tuition teacher. Wyrus borrow from her, when he thought it's about time he should be an adult... like his friend in New Zealand, who lose his virginity at 15. He was so jealous of him and wanted to be like him. It was as soon as he learn about sex, when he was assign by his Science teacher to make a presentation about male reproductive system to the class. And he did, done the presentation and learnt lots of things about male reproductive organ, female reproductive organ, sexual intercourse and vice versa.

He started watching those videos in August, when a friend of his showed him a video he found on the net and downloaded it into his handphone. There was a woman or a babe lying in the middle of a bed, and started to strip her clothes one by one. He started to feel his erection, as the woman in the scene took off her bras and grabbing her boobs in front of the scene. Then, it was His-Story.

That's when he went to his uncle's house, which is his closest relative, to search for 'the show' on YouTube. And YouTube had been his favorite websites eversince.

It was December 25th, Christmas Day. Wyrus went to his uncle's house again and began to watch his favorite 'shows' on YouTube, that's when he saw a new video currently being shown, he decided to give it a look at it. And again a woman was lying on a bed, showing her 'forbidden' parts. The nightmare came when a man suddenly appear in the screen, and started to 'push the woman' simultaneously. The first that came to his mind was, "That was disgusting! Stop pushing her!!!" then he turn off You Tube, and went to the bathroom, he felt like wanna vomit, but he couldn't. That's when he thought, "so, that's what they called SEX".

He stopped watching those videos from that day onwards. That night, he sleep as usual again, and he started to dream, a girl appear in his dream, in school uniform. He could recognize her, she's Ingrid. He run towards her, she told Wyrus that she was cold. That's when he brought her into a warm room (in dream, you can think of anything you want if get control of of your dream).
She stripped, showing what he had always wanted to see, her boobs. He stripped himself, hug her tightlywith thick blanket all over them. He wasn't sure he was dreaming or not, but he didn't care anymore. Now that he's with the girl he loved, the girl he cared about.

It was a short period, before he started to have the feeling. He felt that he wanted to urinate so desperately, but he think that he shouldn't do that in front of her, she might thinks that he's disgusting, and eventually leaved his.

The situation got worst, when he felt that he couldn't control his penis anymore, and so he let out. He shouted and woke up. "It was just a dream", he thought. Then he got another dense wet feeling of his underwear, and discovered that it is, WET!!!